In my dreams, I am a German Jew, a man, who works as a member of the establishment. What I do, I don’t really remember. But I do know that in order to save my own skin, I become a member of the Gestapo, eventually turn in my own family to protect myself, and am eventually found out and discovered, and sent to Dachau.
Following my most recent SO from J., I dragged myself into town today to work on, as he puts it “polishing yourself up to meet the Queen”. Which Queen, I am not particularly certain of at this time, but honestly… it’s best not to question the ineffable. Having been living as a feral human for […]
PTSD is a constellation of psychological conditions and physiological reactions to either experiencing or witnessing traumatic events. In its acute phase, the PTSD sufferer is generally dealing with chaotic internal dialogue, nervous exhaustion and an overly stimulated nervous system with possible associated internal organ issues, and a general failure of coping mechanisms. Immediately following the […]
Outline for Trip to Uruguay Proposal This trip is so I can consult with Jamie Teather on the development of a program in Canada for disenfranchised youth. Problem: We have too many disempowered youth in Canada who are running away from abusive situations and into the arms of gangs. Gangs create […]
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From those studying the medicinal benefits of centipede venom to those researching the existence of life bearing extrasolar moons, scientists have turned to crowdfunding for issues which have captured the popular imagination but have been overlooked by a traditional grant process. Without commenting on the value of individual projects…
If you had a living Sim, how would you treat it? Many people don’t realize this… but a Sim is a thinking and feeling object. A small human, in a very small environment, subject to the will of it’s creator, and entirely dependent on them. And how you interact with them has a lot to […]
Find the space between your breaths Stretch them out Feel time pull apart And enter in between And you will know God. Breathing with the Stars Lost in the elements of the universe You become the Dragon, Part of the Mater. It is only through dissolution that the germ Becomes the lotus.
There are two rivers; the River of Memory, or Mnemnos, and the River of Forgetfulness, which is Lethe. Two such important tributaries cannot be left unguarded for mere mortals to stumble upon, though most only reach them by travelling to the Underworld, having left this living world. There is however, an above ground portion, where […]
I was able to confirm my suspicions that the Russians had EW aviation technology capable of jamming US naval cruisers. And that they have been working hand in pocket with the Chinese and the Iranians. (For those of us who live behind the wire, I’ve actually been nursing these suspicions since sometime last November; the news just finally caught up with my suppositions within the last week).
So a few months ago, I was sent on a rabbit chase involving establishing peace in Afghanistan via finding methods to replace the reliance on opium in the area. What I learned was that the opium – and consequently the human trafficking industry – in Afghanistan is made possible by the fact that the Russians […]
Doctrine Dominatrix 